Nick Drake вообще резонирует с моим самоощущением.
Things behind the sunThings behind the sun
Please beware of them that stare
They`ll only smile to see you while
Your time away
And once you`ve seen what they have been
To win the earth just won`t seem worth
Your night or your day
Who`ll hear what I say.
Look around you find the ground
Is not so far from where you are
But not too wise
For down below they never grow
They`re always tired and charms are hired
From out of their eyes
Never surprise.
Take your time and you`ll be fine
And say a prayer for people there
Who live on the floor
And if you see what`s meant to be
Don`t name the day or try to say
It happened before.
Don`t be shy you learn to fly
And see the sun when day is done
If only you see
Just what you are beneath a star
That came to stay one rainy day
In autumn for free
Yes, be what you`ll be.
Please beware of them that stare
They`ll only smile to see you while
Your time away
And once you`ve seen what they have been
To win the earth just won`t seem worth
Your night or your day
Who`ll hear what I say.
Open up the broken cup
Let goodly sin and sunshine in
Yes that`s today.
And open wide the hymns you hide
You find reknown while people frown
At things that you say
But say what you`ll say
About the farmers and the fun
And the things behind the sun
And the people round your head
Who say everything`s been said
And the movement in your brain
Sends you out into the rain.